That was possibly one of the worst nights and it wasn’t me for once.. I’ve never seen my mum in a worse condition… Never seen her cry so hard.. Or drink so much.. Or say she doesn’t want to be here anymore. And most of its my fault, she misses her best friend because I had the biggest fight with their daughter who was also my best friend. I understand her pain, and it hurts that I know I caused it for her. She Wants to move but wont because of me. She doesn’t get To go out and Do what she loves with her best friend but cant cos of me. She wants to leave, she doesn’t want to be here and she is completely unhappy. I Wish i wasn’t here to make her life Worse. She balled her eyes out saying how she wishes a better life for me, and when I go to uni I need to make all the friends I can and work my ass off.. Because she had kids too early and gave up the job she loved. To say the least I’m shattered.
Omg omg yuck. Living next to a slaughter house. I know you killed those chickens you had! How? Because it smells like chicken and there is no noise coming from your back yard anymore. I hate you
